Thursday, May 31, 2001

Today I did a quiet of thing. Maybe I could be help to save one life. I¡¯m very proud of myself since I have been born.
I donate my blood with free!
Frankly I was on my way, caught by strong tough nurse come from mobile blood donation bus.
But pure innocent nurse tortured me. Oh no I don¡¯t want to remind. I felt something was wrong from the beginning. She was having trouble finding the vessel. She kept pricking my whole arm with the needle, unable to find the vein. Who called nurse angel in white?
At suck long last she drew blood. After the freak operation, she said sorry with juice, cookie and smile, I take it said back ¡®nothing¡¯ with smirk.
Cool you are. great job

Wednesday, May 30, 2001

Now I committed a crime, some illegal thing. Coz I just downloaded the Microsoft¡¯s Office XP from the Internet. But who care? Who can blame me? It¡¯s just some kind of right for personal operator. I think every software personal user needs to raise their voice.
I know it¡¯s not legal but it¡¯s not false or shame thing. Microsoft have been ruled the market, over priced, monopoly, do not reveal program source. It¡¯s a little bit unfair.
It cost an arm and a leg to purchase legit program.

Ps sir, if you need MS latest new version Office program titled ¡®Office XP¡¯, just told me. It has some specially function that speech recognition. That¡¯s so cool.

Tuesday, May 29, 2001

Weather is getting warmer and warmer. Sun is trying to kill or toast me. Sometime I hate a hot summer. Because there are too many mosquitoes, flies
I prefer variety tender her rain than sole strong his sun.
My country is longing for her, and I ditto. I like her, the other word I love her. I really like the sound of she coming. It seemed to me that sanitary everything. I thank clearance and fresh air after the rain. It gives new life every creature in the world. I am grateful for water. I appreciate God. Sometime I look at the blue sky while anticipate another rain. It will rain again in face of nature – human nature

Sunday, May 27, 2001

If somebody asks: what¡¯s your duty? Maybe, I have to say: What I am doing is only studying. I am really sick and tired of this monotonous life and study.
Everyday is same, always same. You know, I have to get up early in the morning. Put up the cloth and eat the breakfast, sometime miss. Go to the school; sit in the back of the lecture hall, pretend to be taking a note but ¡¦
Tomorrow, I have a mid-term test. It is already 2 A.M
My bro and I go to ¡®Namdaemun¡¯. Frankly my brother is a little bit picky and penny pincher. He pulled me by the sleeve to the Jean store. He was going to buy me a summer jean! I couldn¡¯t be happier while searching through the showroom for good ones. I tried gray pants but they fit too tightly around the waist. Faded jeans take a backseat these days. Old blue jeans are chic. But I choose a worn out look jean.
How a miser bought for me~ I was so impressed that brought tears to my eyes.

Friday, May 25, 2001

I had to get an ophthalmology check up. Last year, doctor advised me that I need regular Ophthalmology test. My vision was 20/20 when I was high school student. But it had deteriorated ever since I went to college. Too much studying spoils one¡¯s vision; I don¡¯t want to wear glasses. I guess. Glasses would ruin my perfectly cool look. Contact lenses might scratch the cornea, they say.
What do I do? Shall I try that Lasik surgery? But I can¡¯t imagine my eyes being carved out. There was medical report about the development of a new vision improving surgery that puts some kind of ring into your retina. When would it be available in Korea?
Do my eyes hurts? Nope. They are sometimes itchy, but there¡¯s no pain. They do get gummed up and bloodshot from time to time. And I do sometimes see thing double. I might have an astigmatism sin things look a bit distorted. Maybe that¡¯s why every lady looks so beautiful to my eyes. I think I should better take glasses.

Thursday, May 24, 2001

I was going to have some real quality time with my girl friend. But what happened? I overslept again. The damn mongrel never barks when I need it. That useless piece of shit! I called her to meet at the ¡®Picador¡¯ theater for the second showing of ¡®Friend¡¯, it went to the top recently.
I hurriedly prepared myself for a grand day out. After giving myself a nice clean shave.
I was a little late. I saw what I expected to see; she standing there ready to blow up.
Sorry honey~ I will never late again~

Wednesday, May 23, 2001

I opened the window to let in the fresh morning air and took a deep breath. The first thing I do in the morning is taking a dump. I felt something going wrong in my guts even when I was sleeping. I had too much to drink last night, the left me with real stiff neck and sharp pain in my shoulder. I promise myself, I am on the wagon! But there is some exception~ Mom where is my hangover chaser?

Tuesday, May 22, 2001

Everyday and time just goes away. I can¡¯t find any meaning. It¡¯s been another wasted day. You¡¯ve got to spent days more wisely. What did you do today? Well, what I do? Well, just kill time until to sleep. Only just one thing I did is study. Have my nose buried in book. I believe you; will be some body absolutely. I bet.

Monday, May 21, 2001

The best movies that I have ever see, is the ¡®Saving Private Ryan¡¯. I think it is the best of best movie since human being. It accuses not only how war is misery but also what is the real brave. Personally I respect Steven Spielberg. He must be genius. I rent again that movie. It¡¯s four times yet. There is a saying; Movie is big Treasure Island; it means that if you looking again like a treasure island, you will get. I absolutely agree this. Whenever I review the movie, I found a new something again. If someone want to know director¡¯s intension or what does he want to say, he has to see twice at least.

Sunday, May 20, 2001

Describe what happened yesterday.
Before 10 min ago:
I was very excited. Oh god, she will be the one of those beauty who walking on the street?

Before 1 min remain:
I sit down at the table in cafe was filled with beauty. I was so nervous that trembled my leg. It seemed to me that everybody looks at me. By then some one called my name.

After meet:
I don't want to tell anything. Plz Don't ask me anything. Just leave me alone.
Well, I totally crushed. She had a face that could stop the clock.

Friday, May 18, 2001

Now, I am very excited coz I have a blind date. Thankful my friend set up with her. According to him, she is pretty nice. I¡¯m lucky man. I¡¯m finally having the time of my life!
What should I wear? I can do with a tight fitting. No it¡¯s gross. T-shirt like a he-man, the blue-stripped shirt would look better. Oh I have to hurry up.

Wednesday, May 16, 2001

Now I sit down at the computer. I get carried away with those reports. No wonder I¡¯m still computer-illiterate. I need learning more about the computer to cope with Mr. Jernstad. Because he is increasing strength on his report these-days

Monday, May 14, 2001

I remember that when I was young, I had a dream, want to be movie director like Steven Spielberg. So I did some chore at movie studio and I had learned a lot. It was great experience and fantastic. I saw a lot of actor and actress. Sometime they greeted me before I say hello. I worked there almost one year. One day, I¡¯m quite wondered if I can ever keep my earn being a filmmaker. Since I have to feed my family. I always wanted to make it as a movie producer. But I gave up. Someone did say; Men have to face reality of life. There is still remained something in my mind.

I like this word; ¡®genesis¡¯. So I often use it which my Internet ID. You know what it means ¡®genesis¡¯. It means first chapter of Bible or beginning of something. It gives me nice feeling. When I saw or read it. I got smile myself. I like it.

Saturday, May 12, 2001

I ask myself: How was your day today? Everyday is one of those days.
I go round and round and repeat same thing forever. Get up early in the morning, take a shower, just drink a cup of water and go to the school. It¡¯s my life. So poor guy that is just I am~.
Now I have to go coz it¡¯s time up to go to the school

Wednesday, May 09, 2001

Now I committed a crime, some illegal thing. Coz I just downloaded the Microsoft¡¯s Office XP from the Internet. But who care? Who can blame me? It¡¯s just some kind of right for personal operator. I think every software personal user needs to raise their voice.
I know it¡¯s not legal but it¡¯s not false or shame thing. Microsoft have been ruled the market, over priced, monopoly, do not reveal program source. It¡¯s a little bit unfair.
It cost an arm and a leg to purchase legit program.

Ps sir, if you need MS latest new version Office program titled ¡®Office XP¡¯, just told me. It has some specially function that speech recognition. That¡¯s so cool.
.

Tuesday, May 08, 2001

Sometimes people can¡¯t tolerate anymore. My neighbor has a big dog, damn mongrel never stop barking. So I almost have a nervous breakdown. I tried to appeal and persuade owner, but it wouldn¡¯t be better. I really pissed off. I hope that someone strangle bastard to the death.

Monday, May 07, 2001

Houston, I'm going now

Sunday, May 06, 2001

After church, mom and I went to LOTTE department store. It was really crowed because today is Sunday. I asked mom to pick up some clothes for me, but she wanted to look around the ladies¡¯ wear section first. Oh God~ what do I have to?
Endless window-shopping. I was totally dog-tired. I decided to wait as long as she wanted me to with my eyes traveling between my wristwatch and a wave of people coming and going down the corridor, but three hours of what shopping was killing my legs.

Saturday, May 05, 2001

If I was child, I could get the present today. Taking a rest watching TV for a couple of hours seemed a good idea. Changing channels didn¡¯t result in good programs. The entire channels were broadcasting animation for children. I thought it would be better to rent a couple of videos. I went to a nearby video rental shop. The lady shop owner welcomed me as usual. No wonder. I¡¯m one of her regulars. I looked around for a good one and rented a titled ¡°couching tiger hidden dragon¡± I was entertaining, dug it tremendously. I strongly recommend the movie.

Friday, May 04, 2001

I noticed the clock already ticking toward midnight. I was turning the bathroom doorknob and opening the door. I looked in the mirror to find myself as ugly as can be.
My eyes was so blood-shot coz of drinking. I looked like a bum with my hair disheveled like a mop. I still hangover and I sit down at the computer, now feel that the monitor is turning in front of my face. It¡¯s impossible to write my diary more. I had better go to bed.

Thursday, May 03, 2001

I¡¯m very frustrated and disappointed about Bush¡¯s environmental policy. According the today¡¯s new paper, Bush rejected the agreement for protecting the nature. Because of the cost and money, whatever he want just for American¡¯s benefit. No way. It¡¯s nonsense.
I¡¯m very upset. The earth is just one thing that we have to keep and take care for us by us and for our children for human being. I also know U.S is going to recession. But it is just nothing for comparing with natural

Wednesday, May 02, 2001

Most of guys like to drink especially my friend; they love drinking (she). I bet kyung-uk had better marry alcohol. Every week we met and talk a lot about my study, business something else. After the meeting next we go to hangout place and cast ¡®bottoms up¡¯
Especially, seoung-won drinks like fish, we used to joke him ¡®fish belly¡¯ He yell ¡®let¡¯s go for another round!¡¯ then I beg him ¡®come on guy let me slide this time¡¯
These high school guys are my sincerely friend

Monday, April 30, 2001

Today is the Buddha¡¯s birthday. I¡¯m a Christian so I don¡¯t believe in. But I personally respect his carrier, behavior and idea as a person and man. That¡¯s all. No less and no more meaning to me. Especially he was a son of king but abandoned everything and did self-sacrifice to the poor. It¡¯s very impressive thing. If I was he, could I do like him?
Well, I don¡¯t know.
Hello, yup finally I'm in.

I'm celebarating myself.