Friday, May 25, 2001

I had to get an ophthalmology check up. Last year, doctor advised me that I need regular Ophthalmology test. My vision was 20/20 when I was high school student. But it had deteriorated ever since I went to college. Too much studying spoils one¡¯s vision; I don¡¯t want to wear glasses. I guess. Glasses would ruin my perfectly cool look. Contact lenses might scratch the cornea, they say.
What do I do? Shall I try that Lasik surgery? But I can¡¯t imagine my eyes being carved out. There was medical report about the development of a new vision improving surgery that puts some kind of ring into your retina. When would it be available in Korea?
Do my eyes hurts? Nope. They are sometimes itchy, but there¡¯s no pain. They do get gummed up and bloodshot from time to time. And I do sometimes see thing double. I might have an astigmatism sin things look a bit distorted. Maybe that¡¯s why every lady looks so beautiful to my eyes. I think I should better take glasses.

Thursday, May 24, 2001

I was going to have some real quality time with my girl friend. But what happened? I overslept again. The damn mongrel never barks when I need it. That useless piece of shit! I called her to meet at the ¡®Picador¡¯ theater for the second showing of ¡®Friend¡¯, it went to the top recently.
I hurriedly prepared myself for a grand day out. After giving myself a nice clean shave.
I was a little late. I saw what I expected to see; she standing there ready to blow up.
Sorry honey~ I will never late again~

Wednesday, May 23, 2001

I opened the window to let in the fresh morning air and took a deep breath. The first thing I do in the morning is taking a dump. I felt something going wrong in my guts even when I was sleeping. I had too much to drink last night, the left me with real stiff neck and sharp pain in my shoulder. I promise myself, I am on the wagon! But there is some exception~ Mom where is my hangover chaser?

Tuesday, May 22, 2001

Everyday and time just goes away. I can¡¯t find any meaning. It¡¯s been another wasted day. You¡¯ve got to spent days more wisely. What did you do today? Well, what I do? Well, just kill time until to sleep. Only just one thing I did is study. Have my nose buried in book. I believe you; will be some body absolutely. I bet.

Monday, May 21, 2001

The best movies that I have ever see, is the ¡®Saving Private Ryan¡¯. I think it is the best of best movie since human being. It accuses not only how war is misery but also what is the real brave. Personally I respect Steven Spielberg. He must be genius. I rent again that movie. It¡¯s four times yet. There is a saying; Movie is big Treasure Island; it means that if you looking again like a treasure island, you will get. I absolutely agree this. Whenever I review the movie, I found a new something again. If someone want to know director¡¯s intension or what does he want to say, he has to see twice at least.

Sunday, May 20, 2001

Describe what happened yesterday.
Before 10 min ago:
I was very excited. Oh god, she will be the one of those beauty who walking on the street?

Before 1 min remain:
I sit down at the table in cafe was filled with beauty. I was so nervous that trembled my leg. It seemed to me that everybody looks at me. By then some one called my name.

After meet:
I don't want to tell anything. Plz Don't ask me anything. Just leave me alone.
Well, I totally crushed. She had a face that could stop the clock.